flower trauma
your blood is dripping from my mouth
it’s insane how much your life can change in such a short amount of time. how different everything was a year ago, even a couple months ago, a couple weeks ago. i can’t believe how much everything has changed. but honestly i wouldn’t change any of it. i feel like everything is how it’s supposed to be. i’m only around people i want to be. i care about people who care about me. i’m happy. i don’t miss anything about how my life used to be. at all. i just feel like everything is finally falling into place. i am so excited to continue progressing, i even quit smoking cigarettes and started working out. 2019 is the year i get way healthier and treat my body the way i should because how can i expect myself to feel good if i’m constantly destroying my body? i don’t know. my girlfriend is insanely supportive and i don’t know what i’d do without her. she’s the most amazing person i know. i’ve never loved anyone as much as i love her. she doesn’t make me feel like i’m hard to love, she just supports me and makes me feel like i’ve never felt before. i’m doing well, i’m really happy.
